Live a life'

2011-05-09T01:15:00.000+08:00

u'll do well, i'm sure of that.

so im gonna make sure that i do well too.

2011-05-09T01:10:00.000+08:00

recently I've been watching a drama.

i felt that it really applied to me and i could really relate to this guy's story.

where everybody is moving forward, i'm stuck where i am.

the only thing that i can do is look from afar.

every time you do or say something that is unfamiliar to me, i'm stumped.

as time goes by, i can only look from afar and smile at you.

no matter what we do, friendship does change.

no matter how unwilling we are.

as much as we said that we'll be best friends forever.

old ties fades away with time, while new ones are forged again.

even though we're not as close as how we used to be,

it is nice to see u doing well that at least i can smile and at least i can rest my heart and know that you'll be fine wherever u are.

just as how i will try to find a place that truly belongs to me.

just a little wish from me to my old friend.

with age and experience, I've grown wiser.

I've learnt that letting that person go is the best choice for my friend and also me.

there was a time when i naively thought that our friendship would remain the same.

once, twice and now thrice.

I've experienced it time and again,

a friend finding other greener pastures.

i wish u all the best with all my heart.

but alas i write with a tear in my heart.

perhaps its because its extremely difficult for me to make friends.

it was never easy for me as for others to make friends quickly in a new environment.

that probably why its especially difficult for me to let go and why i hold onto it so tightly.

i always wondered why did the rest of my friends always had somebody to accompany them to their next stages of their life?

why didn't i have anybody accompanying me, maybe it would have been easier on me.

but it was always the same.

i was always alone to advance to the next stage.

as much as my road might seem so bright, where there is light, there would always be a shadow.

but maybe all this experience is for me to learn how to independent.

to let me learn how to not stick on too closely or i'll have to endure all the the pain again in the other round.

its like ur hand touching onto something hot and u learn how to let go so as to get get burned.

sometimes, i think im just specifically making things difficult for me.

why did i have to choose a route so unlike the rest?

but its after all my life that i would have to live in the end.

nn not others living it for me.

no regrets, but still all these regrets.

the irony life is.

you have to give in order to receive.

i've given so much, so when is it my turn to receive?

2011-05-08T01:21:00.002+08:00

just came back home from watching a movie " the fast and furious 5" with rox nn LK.

rox kept kept KEPT on commenting on "the rock"

(i seriously have no idea whats his real name) sweating.

i was like "if i cld sweat that much nn still look that good, i'll be sweating an ocean for the rest of my life!"

the show had a good mix of explosives, hot girls, hot buff guys (two EXTREMELY buff guys may i add ^.^), hot guys, car racing, innovative plans!

just not enough car racing for me though..

fast nn furious 4 had more car racing which was like totally for me!

i love car racing shows, hence my all-time fav show is initial-D.

i gotta watch it at least once a year!

its funny how i like boy stuff cause the other day me nn one of my guy friend saw this guy controlling this mini toy controlled car nn i commented

"HOW COOL IS THAT MAN!"

nn he looked at me strangely nn said

" this is the first time i heard a girl say that cars r cool!"

i mean how uncool can cars be!

i wld seriously like to try car racing, that is if my mom wld let me.

nn motor cycling,archery,house riding nn many more!

sssooo...

some guy things that i totally like.

1) i like playing starcraft! actually i dont just like, i TOTALLY adore!!! though im not that good at playing it, i like to watch ppl play though

(my brother thinks im weird not wanting to play but liking other ppl play)

nn my criteria for my future bf (if any) is that he must be good at playing starcraft!! LOL

2) like car racing movies nn cars in general ( though i have no idea whats the diff between a hondai nn mitsubishi!)

3)like to play/watch video games

4) like constructing stuff from scratch like building my own wooden shelf nn stuff.

nnn many more. super tired now so shall stop here.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS!! XP

especially to my darling mom, i cannot say more about my love for her man! my mom ruless!! like the entire world! xp

2011-04-18T21:21:00.001+08:00

looks like i gotta change my blogskin too... zzz.. where to look for good ones??

2011-04-18T21:14:00.002+08:00

WWWAAAAAHHH i havent blogged in A MILLION YEARS!

guess i sorta had the time seeing that i wasnt feeling well today. so i managed leave school a little earlier..

been watching this chinese show recently nn its called "the girl in blue".

i dunno why but its really really nice.

or maybe its just that the actors are extremely good.

cause the MAINS are now dating nn i totally feel lovey dovey even after watching finish the show.

it feels like im actually in love nn dating!

impossible but real.

LOL.

prob. dunno when i shall start blogging but im freakin happy that i didnt close down this blog.

i have NO idea whether anybody even looks at...

bbuuuttt.. its the one spot that i can rant and rave nn not look like a lunatic.

school's been harsh. my health harsher..

just wish i can just get well.. but i guess it doesnt work that way.

no matter how much i smile or laugh, it doesnt mean that im really happy.

i just hav to keep on promising myself that after suffering hell, thats when joy will really come.

i'll be able to stand up nnn get out of that hell hole feeling proud nn accomplished.

nn shout to that bitch " IN UR FACE!"

kekeke. XP

2010-09-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

if love is as complicated as the drama that im watching.

i rather not have anything.

2010-08-06T23:03:00.002+08:00

OMG! what is with the people nowadays?

who said that when u go to JC it automatically qualifies u that u have a bf?

family and friends are ALL ASKING!!

its annoying.

SERIOUSLY!

i SWEAR that if i ever get a bf.

I'LL TELL THE WHOLE WORLD!!

like i'll post it on facebook and here.

HAPPY!?!?!?!

omg

i cant even talk to a guy friend properly without ppl adding snide remarks.

slide ur own ass luh!

busybodies!

2010-08-01T15:39:00.001+08:00

bbboooo..

youtube dunno why dun let me watch videos.

MY LIFE IS OFFICIALLY OVER!!

!!!

I CAN JUMP OFF THE BUILDING ALREADY!

gonna hyperventilate!

gonna have heartattack!

asthma!

!!!!!

im avoiding.

2010-07-28T19:28:00.002+08:00

i learned today.

thats its actually very difficult to smile when all u want to do is cry.

when all the feelings, guilt, sadness, disappointment come rushing back to u,

how to stop it?

to hold back those tears.

is not easy.

not easy, but still i did it.

maybe they realised the change in my voice today.

the hollow sound in it.

i have no more energy left.

i sat there quietly.

everyday, i realise my inadequate in things.

i realise.

i know.

and i try to change.

but when you are handling 30 different stuff everyday.

and all u have is 24 hours, its difficult to actually concentrate.

this sounds like an excuse everything.

every time i lift my hopes up.

only to have it crushed so miserably.

to swallow everything and not choke it out.

its difficult.

i finally realised what my teacher said.

that u never want somebody to lose hope in u.

because when that person loses hope, then there is no more going back.

im losing it..

inch by inch, day by day.

i walked home a lot slower than normal today.

2010-06-21T10:50:00.002+08:00

hmmm..
maybe i shouldn't put lollipop as the first song of my blog?
cause everytime i come to my blog page i always end up staring at the MV and MY OPPA!!
AHAHHAS!!!

hmmm..
i dont like talking in the morning.
who does??
i mean anybody who'se just woken up would probably still be partially dead.
sighh..
its normal yes??

i have to start muggin alreadyy.
so not gonna post for 2 weeks.
wish me all the best for my exams (:
LOVE U GUYS!! MUACKS!!!

2010-06-19T00:43:00.002+08:00

IM IN LOVE LOVE LOVE!!
OPPA SARANG HAEYO~

hahas..
had a great time today!!
with my girlies~
(shwu tyng,
jasmine wong A.K.A carrot head,
rox bob A.K.A lousy blusher nn
gracey A.K.A. small peaches)

HAHHAHS!!
funfun
went to marina barage,
fly kite.
had picnic.
CAMWHORE LIKE CRAZY!!

2010-06-17T23:26:00.001+08:00

IM IN LLLLLLOOOOOOVVVVEEEE
but im not gonna tell u who (:
hahahs.
this person has help me ALOT.
really really am happy that i found him?
hahas.

2010-06-17T23:17:00.002+08:00

WWWWWOOOOOOOOO

I UPDATED MY SONGS!!

WITH MMMMMMMMMMOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEE KOREAN SONGS!!

wwwoooo~

lovin it lovin it loving it to the max!!

hahahas!!

LOLLIPOP is ssoo addicting!!
nn g-dragon is sssoo uber cute!!

WAH!!!

LOLLI LOLLI LOLLI POP O LOLLIPOP POP!!

(;

nn the rest got from

snsd- OH!

KARA- Lupin

2PM-without you

CN Blue - Lovelight / Love

Lee Hyori- Swing

nnn the old songs.

hahas.

HOPE U GUYS ENJOY!!!

2010-06-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

hey guys just to inform uuu
i dont check my phone on holidays.
until at night.
or maybe in the morning when i wake up.
sssooo...
if u're thinking of smsing me or calling me think again.
or an alternative is that u can call my house number.
thats another alternative lols (:

2010-06-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

everybody's working their best.
that i feel ashamed.

2010-06-12T10:38:00.002+08:00

i have an asshole for a brother.
seriously so.
god he made me so angry ytd that i nearly fainted on the streets or probably had a heart attack.
wad he did.
im not gonna dwell on it.
but how i have somebody so selfish even related to my genes is something i do not understand.
ASSHOLE!!
im not a maid(at least a maid gets paid).
im not a dog.
im a sister.
so get it right when u talk to me.

2010-06-10T23:42:00.002+08:00

Random question:

One day, in the middle of the night, u recieve a call.

Your Friend says :" im outside ur house now. can i meet you?"

what would be ur reaction??

My answer:

i would definitely open the door and meet my friend.
but not before freakin out first.
cause i wear SUPER UGLY pajamas.
like its totally not colour coordinated.
nn my clothes can probably be sent to the rubbish bin.
(but who cares!!!
i love them the way that they are torn n tattered n old.
it means that they're comfy.)
nn i wld probably be half dead.
nn my hair would probably be sssssooo terrible that u might actually not recognise me.
so this is a warning to whoever who attempts that.
but i'll still be nice.
and let u into my house.
nn make a nice hot cup of hot coco for uu.
but dont blame me if i fall asleeep while u talk to me (:

2010-06-10T20:49:00.001+08:00

i havent done my econs reflection.
i am in DEEP SHIT!!!
looks like i dont needa sleep tonight already...
SIANZZZ!!!

2010-06-10T20:41:00.002+08:00

went out with rox,LK and joshua today for dinner.

it was . epic as usual..

hahas!!

cause rox was telling jokes(some of which were pretty sick) and telling us about her weird friends in class.

then LK shared her share.

n me n joshua just laughed till our stomachs hurt.

for the person who is sad deep down in ur heart.
CHEER UP!!
life has its ups and downs.
its normal!
but the main point is not to let it affect u.
it may slow u down, but dont ever let it stop u.
thats what i learned.
and THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR!!!
im not the world's most sensitive person.
so do tell me what u're feeling.
actually what i said infront applies to EVERYONE!!
soooo, if u're feeling down and dunno what to do
pls sms or call to pamela hotline "8*******"
i mean, if u're my friend u should noe my number. (:

2010-06-08T20:45:00.002+08:00

we all support different causes.

euthanasia,against animal abuse,against child abuse, domestic violence, becoming vegetarian.

and so many more.

so support so many of these causes.

but not many of us do anything.

lets get up of our chairs now, and do something with our lives.

so that others will benefit from it.

life's a cycle.

what we do now, will be felt in maybe 50 years down the road.

what we're doing in singapore, will be felt in vietnam and even africa.

so why not actively support a cause now?

and do a difference to somebody else's life.

2010-06-08T19:49:00.002+08:00

thinking about random stuff nowadays.

its so random that i cant think how random it is.

sometimes, i just dont like to talk.

sometimes, i have to force myself to talk.

as much as i would like to say im different from how i was when i was 5,

there still is a part of me inside.

when i was 5, i didnt like to talk.

god knows if my parents thought i was weird.

i thought i was weird!

i didnt talk, unless somebody talked to me.

and even then, i talked in less than a sentence.

i liked to play with my barbie dolls last time.

and i would just hang around my maid.

that was me.

now, i still do need encouragement to talk.

as much as i talk nowadays, sometimes i think its just to make up for what i didnt speak when i was young.

i find talking a chore.

even noisy, just noise.

why do people bother or even emphasis so much on it?

sometimes its just so annoying.

2010-06-06T22:54:00.002+08:00

THANK GOD FOR TECH!

thats all i can say.

if it wasnt for tech, i probably wont get to stay in link with all my friends.

n i'll miss all the fun.

hahas..

i cut my hair!!

loving it now!!

its more layered, so it looks more carefree

and crazy (:

gosh.

cant stand my random rashes!

its like, will suddenly start itching one.

n there's no reason why..

GOSH!

2010-06-04T23:27:00.002+08:00

bored.

gonna cut my hair with roxanne tmr.

while joshua tags along.

busy busy tmr.

will be gg to watch ipman 2 with joshua first.

then gg to meet up with solomon for jen's concert at 6pm.

talking to roxanne on msn now.

im making many epic sentences that im so impressed with myself!

something like..

"my lovelife is as dry as the sahara desert" (im not planning on getting a matey in JC BTW!)

anddd

"princecharming will come someday"

can u imagine dating somebody from ur class??

I WOULD NEVER!!

and band guys too little (and i not close to them)

hahass.

i wonder why do i always end up organizing stuff..

is it.

if i dont do it then no one will??

that kinda irks me..

2010-06-04T23:26:00.001+08:00

everybody's growing up but u.

u just seem to be growing younger in mind.

grow up!

thats what i feel like slapping it on ur face sometimes.

but i dont.

2010-06-04T23:17:00.003+08:00

"im tired of _____________."

FILL IN THE BLANK URSELF!!

if u can fill in that blank then u're a true friend (:

there is so many things that i wanna say.

but i cant.

things change in life.

so that u're not allowed to bitch openly.

WHICH SUCKS.

if u guys are going like "HUH?!??!?!"

DONT WORRY!

this is just my way of complaining (:

i like kiwi (; really really like it.

i hate greasy stuff.

i love calbee chips. i ABSOLOUTELY cannot resist them.

i love the lightly salted chips sold at marks and spencers.

i love to go to the library and find books.

i love to play my flute.

i love to listen to music.

i hate hard rock music.

i hate anything that hurts my ear.

i hate people who act like they know me when they actually dont.

i love korean drama

i love jap drama

i love korean songs

i love chinese songs

i love reading books

i love baking

i love cooking

i love stretching(though im not flexible)

i love watching cooking shows

i love to gossip with my friends

i hate walking slowly

i hate people who complain about their life when theirs is better than mine

i love slacking.

is this list enough??

i'll think of more (:

2010-06-03T20:39:00.003+08:00

hi guysss..

bored again.

so decided to spam my blog with probably a month's worth of post so u guys wont miss me when i suddenly dont post next week.

im gonna talk about what i currenly love to eat in this post.

DID U KNOW??

i seriously seriously lovelove long john silver's 2 pc fish and chips.

I LOVE THE FISH!!!(not the chips)

its like.

there's a minty flavour in the coating and everything.

just describing it now makes me feel like eating it now!!!

and the main point is that there's a long john silver in northpoint.

so i practically drag my section mates there every week!

im almost a regular customer! (:

i noe, i noe.

its deepfried.

so before i actually consume it, i will take like 10 mins to use tissue paper to suck up alot of the oil.

just sit there n squeeze squeeze the oil so it makes me less guilty eating it (:

AND THEN, there's frolick.

OMG FROLICK!!

i lovelove yoghurt.................................... and ice cream (:

so when i ate frolick, i was in heaven~

it tastes like ice cream and its yoghurt!

i heard its green apple flavour is like THE BEST!

but i havent tried it yet though :(

AND theres, SALAD!!

lovelove salad (:

especially caesar salad from charcoal.

as much as charcoal's salad is freakin ex.

but its really nice (:

2010-06-03T20:32:00.002+08:00

hey guys(girls!)

OMG!!

i just finished my GPP!!

AND I AM SOOO FREAKIN HAPPY!

i didnt noe there was so many politics in my class and its starting to get a little freaky.

anyways~

feeling O SO relaxed now cause im free from PW~

until next time...sighh

hahass

BUT O WELL!!!

gonna enjoy tonight to the max!

peace out; pam XP

2010-05-30T19:57:00.002+08:00

had GREAT FUN ON FRIDAY!!

HAHAHAHSS!!

went for sectional outing at marina barrage.

went for kite flying n picnic.

in the starting it was just ttooo hot.

so we slacked downstairs at the sheltered area.

but den it turned into a beautiful windy day.

so me,june and solomon went upstairs went for kiteflying~

wwwooo..

must do it moremore often!

then went for brandon' concert.

it was cute n funnn..

totally a great experience :)

in all

had funfun de whole day.

though rather pressured that day toooo..

2010-05-25T20:57:00.002+08:00

so continuing on from where i left of from the previous post.

my leg still itches like crazy though the swelling's gone down.

so i went to see the doc again with my mom.

n my mom n de doc started talking about fishes. for ONE WHOLE HOUR!!!

OMG!!

i was like..

giving the exasperated face n my mom just kept on talking about how she loves goldfishes and wad kind of aquatic plants that she should plant foor them.

i mean.

i do not giv a damn about fishes.

especially goldfishes luh.

n my friends were like waiting for me to go online to talk about the group project

so mah luh

so after that the doctor concluded dat the itching is cause im having an allergy reaction to the meds he gave me previously.

-.-

den he gave me a (painful) jab and more meds.

....

SIGGHHHHH..

HOLS ARE SSOO COMING!!

WWWWOOOOOO~~

so happy :)

even though still have to mug like shit for the block tests at the end of the hols.

but at least i get to have a life.

like can go out n watch a movie and wake up at a time that i find acceptable and then walk happily to school.

pls book me for meeting up :)

2010-05-22T19:47:00.003+08:00

bbbbbbbbbbbooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

i ended up twisting my ankle last week.

so went to wrap it up.

then i had rashes with the chinese meds the doctor gave me.

so my whole left leg got rashes :(

then i had to wear slippers to school.

this was supposed to be like nice.

but in the end it got worse.

CAUSEE

apparently i stepped on some grass

and the grass had some parasite

that attacked my left leg.

so in the end..

i got a bloody parasite on my leg

that is destroying my tissue in my left leg.

IDIOT!!

it was so serious that i had to go get a jab.

and i thought my leg was gone for good..

SCARE ME!!

but thn even though now the swelling's gone down, still got patches on my leg.

WHICH MAKES ME SSOO PISSED!!!

then i like didnt go school for the whole week.

cause my skin hurts when i walk.

n cause i think the degredation of my ankle tissue caused my leg to be super weak..

SUAI MONTH MAN!!

did i say how much i hate vectors??

I UBER HATE IT!!!

2010-05-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

ooo FYI...

i just got my new phone...

its a OMNIA 2 with a 5 megapixel phone.

a little laggy..

but its okay lahs :)

ooo..

so i got free sms noww..

so u guys can sms me anytime and i'll reply it lolss!!

since its free i'll probaably be spamming u back though :)

2010-05-07T22:50:00.002+08:00

YAYAYYYY im doing well for math and chemistry!

my chem teacher praised me today!!

that my chem was quite strong :)

makes me soso happy!

then my math got 34/50 for my test!

and i was like second in class for it!!

YAY!!

and i have friends~~

i finally found people who i can talk tooo, joke around, insult around and lame around.

BUT

its not like im gonna forget u guys okkk...

i rmb all of u especiallyy during my down periods when u guys ccheered me on..

i CANNOT say how important u guys concern for me is..

THANKS GUYS~~

love u all loads!!!

today was a weird day..

it was like something that i so totally didnt expect to happen actually happened.

i'll update soon what its about.

i dont wanna tell anyone bout it yett...

did i say too??

I HATE PHYSICS.

TOTALLY TOTALLY HATEHATEHATE physics.

probably cause im failing the bloody subject.

i mean, i've been failing it since secondary 3.

i mean until o level lahs that is..

crap.

i hate failing. hate hate hate.

though i noe that nobody likes to fail.

but its ESPECIALLY TRUE for me.

im so tired i could fall asleep in this chair now..

havent been getting more than 6 hours of sleep everyday..

so im practiacally a walking corpse nowadays.

especially since its so hot nowadays just makes it worse...

its a new start for me now..

im afraid, yet excited... :)

2010-04-20T19:23:00.001+08:00

just when everything seems to be going fine,

i fall back to reality.

i finally realised how much it hurts when people gossip about you.

this is probably payback for the times i have talked about other people.

2010-04-18T00:24:00.002+08:00

missssing you all...

its weird.

how i fervently hope that in that sea of people that i see everyday

i would see somebody familiar.

everything's changed.

i thought i saw rox the other day in my school.

but it was just another girl with her similar hairstyle.

bought this super cute mouse.

it glows!!!

like flashes with all kind of different colours.

and it has seashells in it and its green.

its pretty cute.

but annoying now.

hahas.

the concert's coming soon~

wish me all the best.

i went to AMK hub today with my mom.

bought 2 pair of high heels and one pair of flats.

then finally bought my long black shirt for the concert.

i spent 2 hours trying to find it.

so sense my joy when i finally found it!!!

2010-04-13T20:51:00.002+08:00

super stressed out these days.

so my body is crapping up and im missing schoool.

as usual.

im not sure if i can survive through though.

feel like quitting school now.

i just feel that jc life is not for me.

i noe what i wanna do now.

i wanna be a cook.

a patissier.

thats my passion.

if i told my mom now, would she be disappointed

i noe that even if i survive this 2 years in jc, i wont do well for the A level.

im just trodding on a day at a time.

whats the meaning all this.

the only thing im looking forward is to going to hong kong to learn how to cook after my A levels.

my mom's helping me find a chef to take me in as an apprentice.

it'll be fun.

i'll probably miss everybody.

but my mom's going to hong kong with me.

i might not be the best chef in the world.

or even the best few.

but at least i'll be doing something that i love so much.

i dont even noe whether i wanna go to the uni now.

cause i finally found what i like and this time, i noe its gonna stick for life..

2010-04-08T20:30:00.002+08:00

the irony.

after reading this part, im sure you all will be laughing.

last time when i was in secondary school my dad used to ask me,

DAD: "mei, what time will u be back home tmr?"

ME : " early lahs, like 1pm there."

recently, my dad asked me the same question.

DAD:"mei, what time will u be back home tmr?"

ME:" early lahs, around 6pm there."

sense the irony??

hahas.

the poly people have started school already.

wonder how u alll are doing??

u guys better keep in contact with me

or i'll like run to ur house in the middle of the night and make a HUGE scene.

hahas.

i dont care if i mah luh myself.

after all, im pretty mad now.

i have homework for every subject.

CHINESE: i have a compo of 600 words due TMR

ECONOMICS: i have like 12 graphs to draw by TMR

PROJECT WORK: i have like a mindmap due TMR

MATH: i have questions 1 to 14 to finish by TMR

and let me tell u, these questions are NOT short.

CHEMISTRY: have to finish my chem SPA ws by TMR

PHYSICS: have to finish like these example thing that i have no idea how to do no matter how long i've been staring at it.

DAMN im tired.

just ssoosososo tired.

school's actually quite fun cause i get to learn new stuff everytime.

BUT, its the waking up for school everyday that has me in trouble everytime.

im waking up later and later everyday.

and i was even late a few days ago.

school ends like 4 plus everyday.

then i have band 3 times a week.

which means i dont have much time to do hw much less revise my work.

but im not losing hope.

i still have that losertic pride in me that doesnt allow me to not do my work and actually fail in a subject.

irony again.

last time in secondary school.

if i dont get more than 7 hours of sleep, i wont even open my eyes.

now,

i get 6 hours of sleep.

and im so freaking grateful already.

THE IRONY!!!

coming from someone that loves to sleep btw.

its funny how we use to actually talk to each other and suddenly, we dont even talk.

its weird and its one of the things that i can never actually comprehend in life.

2010-04-03T21:09:00.002+08:00

happy day (:

today i got back my darling labtop.

SO HAPPY!!!

the weather is so wonderful somemore!

hahas.

its been a while since i've been so relax.

o. the last time was when i was with rox,LK,jas.wong and joshua.

hehess..talking about that.

went back on 1 april(april's fool day) to collect o level cert.

i nearly cried when i saw my cert.

its like officially im out of deyi.

i really really miss it.

its like, im never gonna be able to walk up 4 floors of stairs in the morning, and see rox,LK and the girls.

then seee jas.wong running in with her untucked shirt late again.

its funny how when we were younger, i wished to leave deyi so fast.

but now that im in jc, i wish for deyi to come back altogether.

but i guess thats not gonna happen.

2010-03-30T21:02:00.002+08:00

NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST :D

busybusybusy

so now u now.

im busy :P

hmmm...this week's good friday!!

YAY FOR ME!!

means i have an extra day to slack.

needa go collect o level cert from deyi.

WOW i've FINALLY graduated!!!

yay!

hmmm..

school's nothing much.

same old same old.

2010-03-21T12:31:00.002+08:00

eating chilli with my rice now and tofu

GOSH it tastes sososo good.

its the little pleasures in life that makes life so good~

gonna be late for meeting my classmates to do project work.

but...

my mom bought me my fav lunch meal for sunday.

its like i have it every sunday.

so i dont care!!

hahahs..

talking to LK on msn now.

its funny how u think that u noe this person fully and then suddenly you're learning new stuff bout that person.

its whats fun about life huh??

met up with rox and LK ytd.

fun to meet them again.

and feel their sense of stupidness that they often do that makes me Laugh Out Loud.(seriously)

really feel like transferrring to poly...

but o well..

I'LL SURVIVE JC!! :D

2010-03-20T09:57:00.002+08:00

ytd went out with joshua to study at the bishan library.

it was like totally filled with ppl.

of which the certain reasons being that it was near the block test and all the J2s were mugging like shit.

then we studied at the cafe cause there was seriously no space left.

ordered a cappucino.

GOSH THAT TASTED HORRIBLE!!!

then we studied.

joshua trying to understand the world of H2 math and me trying to finish my bloody math and chem hw (of which i failed miserably in both)

in the end i gave it all up and statrted playing with joshua's iphone.

in the end managed to get roxanne to move her lazy ass to meet us up.

and joshua changed targets from me to rox.

(thank goodness she came or i SWEAR i would have like banged my head in the wall already.)

then we had dinner at food court.

went to watch a movie, which started at 9 so we still had plenty of time.

went back to the library to study somemore.

me reading econs notes and joshua still trying to comprehend the world of H2 maths.

then went crazy with roxanne listening to hong ki's songs~(AAAHHHH lovelove him ssososososo much!!)

then went to watch the movie.

which was awesome.( how to train your dragon)

gogogogo and watch.

its really worth the money!

so now its raining and im just slacking at home.

later going out to meet rox,LK and jasmine i think to eat at dominoes at 3!!!

so happy~

2010-03-19T00:08:00.002+08:00

today it rained the whole afternoon.
came back from the YOG volunteer meeting and also the woodlands library thing
was feeling freaking miserable cause i was wet and cold.
my shoe was going squish squish squish..
then as i was walking from YCK MRT.
i saw this old man.
with the help of some AJ students, they helped him to his "regular spot".
where he would sit there for hours on end selling tissue paper.
he'd be there, rain or sun.

u might think..
why mention an old man?
he's just an old man.
what struck me at that moment was that.
how could it be that despite us saying that we are so connected, everyone is so seperated?
despite all the crap about globalisation?
people were looking at their iphones, listening to their MP3, talking on the phone all with a destination in mind.
they rushed to one place and to another.
that they failed to notice little things at the side.
like that old man.
then i stood there.
thinking.

he's not just any old man that's just too lazy to work.
its because he has a reason.
and he's reason is that he's partially blind.
whats left of his eyesight is only enough for him to tell whether its night or day.
he also has some severed fingers which i think stems from diabetes.
what wrong did he do to deserve this?
he's forever courteous, greeting u good afternoon, good evening, saying thank you to u.
begging along the wet pavement,selling tissue packets for what meager profits that he would earn, getting wet himself.
where were his family members?
dont old people in singapore or in any other country deserve a nice cozy bed, 3 full meals for all the work they have done to contribute to the society?

i give that uncle $2 every time i see him.
and i don't take the tissues that he offers me.
its not that i'm trying to say that i'm very charitable and have a big heart.
in fact, i feel like i should be giving more.
i wonder is $2 enough for him to buy his dinner?
to buy a bottle of water?
every time i walk away from him, i feel a little piece of my heart ripping away.
i wonder, why doesn't anyone help him?
but maybe everyone's like me, just waiting for somebody to help him.
and nobody takes into action.
as i hear him shouting "THANK YOU VERY MUCH, HAVE A NICE DAY!"
he says its constantly, he being so polite.
i wonder..
would i get to see him again the next day?
or would he disappear like that?
if he did, then i think i would noe what had happened to him.

i want to learn his life story.
of how he got to this stage.
even though i do not noe him.
but my heart connects to him.
i feel close to him, he gives me the feeling that my grandmother gives me.
i want to buy him a meal, albeit it might be a packaged meal.
but i dunno what he can eat.

2010-03-18T23:49:00.002+08:00

its the hols.
but its not the hols.
in fact im even busier now than before the hols started.
which sucks.
i still haveta wake up super early everyday.
rush to school or wherever i needa go.
which is all school related.
tmr's gonna be MY HOLIDAY!
gonna spend it catching up on hw.
and chilling out.
i've somehow come to accept my situation.
its their problem if they cant accept me.
i dont really care anymore.
i mean.
its not like im really that bad.
I HAVE FRIENDS OK!
so yup.
life goes on as usual
saturday is coming :D

2010-03-13T13:00:00.003+08:00

HEYS!

welcome to a new post of pamela ong's blog.

didnt really know that i had so many peeps reading my blog . LOLS!

survived from the stupid stupid bintan camp with a sun tan...

DAMMIT!

cant stand tanning myself any longer.

its funny how i used to tan myself silly in pri/sec and now in jc im like totally AGAINST the sun.

o well...

ppl do change.

i realised i have changed alot.

whether is it my looks, how the way i dress and even how i think and react.

i've learnt to shut up my mouth now!

WOOTS FOR ME!

it was a painful process but u just have to do it!

do u all think that i should update my list of korean songs??

i think so...

cause like the korean bands are all pushing out new songs.

like SNSD with "oh!" and KARA with "Lupin"

o yar...

just returned from a pedi and manicure :D

it was relaxing in a weird way.

cause they were like cutting off my skin n eveything.

but its all about the end results right??

did a french mani and a basic colour for my pedi.

ooo lets talk bout camp now.

since basically all the other classmates are like avoiding me..

so i only stuck to 3 other girls for the whole camp.

i swear that now even they dun wanna talk to me lahs

i was like literally a leech.

o well...

DAY 1

i woke up at bloody 6 am to go to school.

fetched one of my friend (my nice dad fetched)

then went to school to find out that the bus was only reaching at 8.

i have bloody no idea why they asked us to reach by 7.15.

ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY!

then when we reach the terminal at like 8.30 found out that the boarding time was 9.30.

so we just slacked there for a stupid hour.

everybody looking around with the blur look cause we were so damn pekcek and tired.

the ferry was great.

like there was a snack bar and eveything.

then the seat was like wide and spacious.

and the ferry was suprising nice.

reached bintan.

THE SEA WAS SO FANTASTIC!!!

my gosh.

it rreally was.

the sea was so clear i could see the bottom of the seabed.

and there were these super cute little hermit crabs crawling about.

and the wind was so nice...

then we went for the wakatobi trail.

DO NOT EVEN ASK ME WHAT WAKATOBI MEANS.

cause apparently even the ppl there dunno.

dumb right??

TOTALLY!

walk walk walk.

the floor was muddy but i managed to avoid being stuck in the mud.( the other guys who thought they were superman got splashed by mud)

got cut by the grass. (*&&!!!^@*&*&^$#@)

had dinnner and rest.

went to campsite.

got loads of insects.(complain like crap)

had a sunburn. (compplain like crap x2)

went to have dinner (it was great)

bathe time was super slack (im not even complaining about that)

then went to sleep.

there were so MANY stars..

it was wonderful.

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.

it was sudeenly so freakin windy that the tents were flapping like crazy.

then i looked up into the sky and i said ITS GONNA RAIN!!!.

n as usual everybody ignored me.( the other girls were going gaga over how windy it was)

so i started packing my bag

and within 5 mins it started to rain (yay for me that my predictions were right!)

my class girls were like the first to run for cover(we ran like crazy) at the toilet ( toilet was cement made)

then we were evacuated like in an hour's time.

the wait in the toilet was the worse.

cause everybody didnt noe what was going on.

so we were like just shocked.

the time that the wind was blowing i thought it was a tsunami and i was gonna die.

it was freaky.

then later went to the resort there.

and we slept there for the night. (which was like 3 am in the morning already)

then later we found out that the ppl that stayed on to continue holding on to the tents( i have no idea why though, they apparently had no common sense)

DAY 2

woke up at 8 plus.

it was still raining.

all the activities in the morning had to be cancelled cause of the rain.

so everybody just slacked in their sleeping bags and continued to sleep.

went for CIP at this school.

it was like we built A shelf.

i was like WTF?!

then the other girls were like trying to act gentle infront of the guys

and i was like the only girl who like went all out to hammer and like prop up the shelf.

desppite me squealing at insects, doing mani and pedicures and whatever girlish thing that i indulge myself in i am pretty man.

like i like to hammer stuff.

i hav no idea why i just like it.

and apparently im quite good at it too :D

DAY 3

woke up at 5 plus.

my friend pulled me up.

i was like W.T.H.

when all the other girls woke up at like 7 plus.

i was so pissed.

but have no choice.

she was my buddy.

then they gave us breakfast.

WHICH WAS SPOILT!

apparently the indonesians didnt think we would like notice that they were giving us the day before's leftovers breakfast. (idiots)

then we stoned there for one hour being hungry (me being grumpy cause of all the reasons adding up together)

then went mangrove planting.

it was seriously a fun experience.

cause bintan's sea is very clear.

so even though we were in it.

the mud didnt even get on our hands and body.

only our feet cause we were like stucked in it.

the mud was so soft that everytime we tried to lift one feet the other got stuck.

so that was probably why we spent 1 hour planting bout 30 seedlings.

then my buddy got stuck in the mud and i was helping her to get out (i was stuck in the mud too)

then dunno how she fell on me.

AND I WAS DRENCHED LAHS!

was like pisssed off with her (but i controlled my anger)

then later went to some vegetable plantation.

where they showed us goat, goat shit( dont ask me why), pineapples, cucumber and whatever shit that they grow at plantations.

just one thing to say.

INDONESIA PINEAPPLES ARE THE BOMB!!!

seriously.

its like the canned ones in s'pore. the ones soacked in syrup.

but theirs are like freshly cut.

seriously delicious.

it was like drinking syrup.

wenta do high elements then.

did flying fox.

the senery was awesome.

then built a raft and kayaked.

AGAIN my buddy kept on hitting my head with her oar.

i was like "have u kayaked before??!!"

and she was like "YAR!! MANY times somemore"

then i was like thinking "this sure doesnt feel like u kayaked alot of times" -.-

then our boat capsized.

then i was like "O SHIT I HAVE TO SWIM BACK TO SHORE"

even though i had on a life vest.

it was like pretty far away from the shore and i was like freakin tired.

then when we capsized and i was about to start kicking my legs to swim.

my feet touched the sand( i was squatting down somemore)

when i stood up the water was like below my waist.

i was like instantly -.- a million times lorhs.

so slowly dragged the kayak and my oar back.

o and did i mention my buddy smacked her oar on my head while the boat capsized

so i was like =.= now...

its like =.= x100,000,000

my head was soar for the whole day.

she is seriously like i was babysitting her.

then went back and realised they didnt allow us to bath.

we were like drenched in seawater and coated with sand and shivering in the cold n they still dont allow.

so we did what every typical singaporean would do

we complained.

we just complain and complain and complain.

then finally they relented and gave us 15 mins to bath.

THANKS ALOT MAN!!.

we had 100 over ppl there.

15 mins?

go die lahs.

then had dinner.

dinner was awesome.

had seafood for the first time in my life for camp.

had crab,sotong,fish,crayfish.

all super fresh and damn nice.

then campfire was dumb.

the stupid sl elects in my school are more dumb.

thank god i didnt go join.

DAY 4

woke up at 5 plus when the bus was coming to fetch us at like 9 plus.

i was like =.= lorhs!!!

cam whore like crazy with my phone.

of which i cannot upload for some stupid reason.

then came back home.

so here i am.

if u managed to read finish my post.

u must be damn bored or something else all together.

peace out ;D

2010-03-07T11:51:00.002+08:00

why do i always have to get hated.
what did i do wrong?
its just so frustrating.
tell me tell me tell me!!!

school's a bitch.
its like just so crazy.
i just know everyday, wake up, bath, go to school, come home, study like shit, then sleep.
and the whole cycle just repeats itself.
cant wait for next week to just pass by.
when the march hols start, then i'll be able to see u guys more often!
i SUPER SUPER miss u guys loads!!
its like everytime i put my head down on the pillow, the next thing i get is the stupid alarm ringing.
it didnt even feel like i slept at all.
i still feel so tired.

HOMEWORK
is piling up like shit and im too tired to even be bothered by it.
its like one whole crap load.
got GP,MATH,CHINESE to do.
SUCKS!
thank goodness all the projects are all done or i swear i'll go crazy.

i dun wanna go for camp!!
another sucky thing.
whats up with going to camp?
why cant we sleep at better accommodations?
I SUPERBLY HATE OUTDOOR CAMPS!

i suddenly realised.
that i was like extremely ugly when i was younger.
ITS LIKE EXTREME!!
cant believe how people managed to stare at my face for so long.
of course, i think i look prettier now XP

i was pretty shocked ytd.
insecurities i didnt noe that person would feel.
its weird knowing that it was not only me that felt that way.
should i be happy that im not the only that feels like that or should i be should that another person's going through the same misery as i did?
i dont really noe.
i guess the chinese saying that says " dont judge a book by its cover"
is really true.
boy sometimes life really throw stuff at you so randomly.

2010-02-20T21:27:00.002+08:00

facebook having some problems??
or is it just my internet access???
this is damn annoying!!!

2010-02-20T21:18:00.002+08:00

YOYOYO!!!
havent blogged in like ages.
so since my kind brother has allowed me to use his com, i'll make the best out of it.
:D
school's been busy busy busy.
with the carnival and the start of CCAs.
but dont worry im doing quite fine :)
i fell sick ytd.
it was like..
went for first lesson and it was really cold in the lecture hall and i started to have running nose.
so i thought i was just feeling cold and didnt care about it.
then my lips like cracked and my lips actually bled.
scared the hell out of me and my friend.
then by the time school ended, my throat was like freaking sore and painful.
and i was like having fever during band practice.
but i PERSEVERED!!!
YAY FOR ME!!
went home together with solomen and damien.
its good to see familiar faces around but also make some new friends. :D
but the people in my section's playing are all damn pro!!
so i must really buck up!
so now im feeling like crap with the running nose, sore throat and im feeling uber hot even though its super cooling at my house.
O WELLL....

but dont worry..
i know how to take care of myself.
i'll be up and running by Tuesday (hopefully).
really miss the DEYI people..
hope we get to go out soon.
i also strangely miss the symphonic band...
really wanna go back soon.
any takers? :D

2010-02-15T14:27:00.002+08:00

HEYS~
first thing first,
wishing you all a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINES :D
ytd went to bai nian.
so it was quite ok...
gambled at my uncle's house and was on a winning streak!!!
i won 20 bucks in less than 10 mins :D
so lady luck was on my side.
and after that i watched percy jackson the lightning thief.
it was ok.
not great but not bad either.
but i dont think its worth paying 10 bucks for.
then i watched 14 blades the day before.
GOD THE MAIN ACTOR IS SSOOSOSOSO HOT!!!
my god!!!
was drooling all the way.
and the cast are all very pretty and hot.
so its a mustmust watch movie of the month!!!
and the plot was quite easy to follow.
and the way the director directed the show was good too..
soooo..
its a movie thats DEFINITELY worth 10 bucks to go watch
im thinking of watching it again somemore..
any takers??
:D

2010-02-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

hmmm..
so after all the chaos into appealing into my ideal jc..
i still didnt get in.
but. o well
yishun jc is okay.
and there loads of deyians there!!!
so its like a plus plus!
and i made new friends in yjc too although i've only been there for 2 days.
today went to east coast park for orientation.
it was fun fun fun :D
loved it loads.
and the weather today was P.E.R.F.E.C.T.!!!
im wondering whether its like a compulsory for all jcs to go to east coast park for orientation.
cause i think nyjc went.
and anderson and victoria also went.
o well.
i put band as one of my cca.
i hope i wont regret though!!!
im feeling soso tired now.
need a well needed rest!
NIGHTS~

2010-01-21T11:34:00.002+08:00

yo~

ytd was awesome!!

i baked a bunch of cookies with my cousins.

albeit they didnt turn out to be the best cookies in the world.

it wasnt even close to being called nice.

but it was stilll fun

then after that we went cycling.

and this time we actually made it to pasir ris park.

ytd weather was OH SO GREAT!!!

and it really really made my day.

played with the sand.

didnt go down to play with the water cause i had my accident prone cousin with us and i didnt wanna risk her getting washed into sea no matter how small that probability was.

then cycled back for dinner.

on the way back, this a****** almost banged down my baby cousin.

he didnt even have his brakes on the stupid bike!

who the hell doesnt have brakes on his bike?!

stupid idiot.

gonna try to bake another bunch of cookies today with another recipe i found online.

wish me luck :D

2010-01-19T14:21:00.001+08:00

hmmm...
now staying at my grandma's house seems more entertaining.
at least i have somebody to talk to
at home, i'll be all alone
thank goodness for the company!

2010-01-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

booo~~

currently at my grandmama's house.

bored to death.

cant wait to go out on wednesday...

my burn left a horrendous scare.

its freakin ugly now :(

2010-01-17T21:55:00.002+08:00

I BURNED MY HAND!!!
ROAR!
it hurts like hell...
dammit.
TOTALLY SUCKS!
:(

2010-01-14T22:36:00.002+08:00

i always thought that we would be together.
i was hoping that this time it would be different from the rest.
but i guess im wrong.
guess it was stupid of me to think otherwise.

2010-01-12T21:43:00.003+08:00

LOVELOVE this picture.
took it while having high tea with my mama.
went to suntec city to have dessert.

YO!! this is my beautiful beautiful mommy :D
my poor mom is suffering from a nose infection.
so i brought her out to chillax!

high tea was awesome!!!
one of the best desserts i've ever had.
the choc wasn't sweet and it literally melted in my mouth :D
the coffee was WOAH!
its actually espresso mocha.
a so must must try for coffee lovers!

finally, a picture of my new charles and keith bag.
my mom was pretty shocked that i did better than she expected.
so this was her little present for me.
totally LOVELOVELOVE this bag.
you'll be seeing me carrying this SUPER often.
after chinese new year though.

2010-01-08T23:49:00.002+08:00

YO~
so its a new year already!
happy new year.
OOPS im a few days late.
but whatever!

LK keep on forcing me to join astons.
then she keeps on bombarding me on msn..
-.-
cant wait to go out shopping~
hahhas!

signing out now ;p

2009-12-01T12:33:00.000+08:00

jobhunt today afternoon with the girls~
hope it will be successful.

2009-11-29T20:24:00.001+08:00

i thought as one gets older, he becomes wiser and more mature.
i guess this doesn't apply to everyone.
:/

2009-11-28T18:23:00.002+08:00

malaysia trip today was a failure.
didnt get what i wanted
o well..
waiting for monday to come so that i can leave the house and meet up with the guys.
:D
cant wait~

2009-11-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

i lost my vitamin today
what is going to happen in the future??
i really dont know.
love you forever.
im serious.

2009-11-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

today was AWESOME!!!
went out with ST in the afternoon today
had loads of trouble with my new flats as it really hurt my feet
in the end i ended up buying a whole pack of plaster
then went to bras basah complex with ST to go sell her used TBs..
but i still think we sold it at too low a price.
o well..
we talked alot about korean celebs and it was real real fun!!!

then we went to the national library
and we actually got lost there
it was really humongous
it was totally HUGE!!
and it has practically all the books that i wanted
so i so so love love that library
DEFINITELY going to that place soon ~.~

then after that went to meet chloe darling for dinner
its been like a year since we've seen each other
and i really really missed her
it was really really good to see her again.
we crapped and talked like hell
ate dinner then went to swensens for ice cream.
it was just great.
need i say more...
hope to see her soon again
:D

2009-11-25T21:12:00.004+08:00

WWWWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~
im loving my new blog skin...
havent updated in a few days

VIDEO

im currently watching a new korean drama
its called YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!!!
it is AWEOME!
like a mixture of hana-kimi and boys over flowers
which are like my all time fav dramas
so mixing it together is like
THE BEST!
and and the best thing
is that all 3 guys are all so HOT HOT HOT!
its like practically steaming lorhs!!
:D

it is a must must must watch drama!!

HOME

my grandma's living at my house now
now at least though she does'nt talk much but at least she accompanies me
so im not bored during the day
thank god she's here
or i'll be like bored to death.
but then cause my grandmama is here, i cant really go out unless there's somebody else at home
cause she's really old and im afraid that she will fall down
so has to stay at home and be a good girl :D

OVERALL

i still havent got around to going to the library
in need of a really really good book...
SIGH!

2009-11-22T17:24:00.002+08:00

hmm..
after all the talk about going to the library yesturday
i still didnt go.
sighhh
but at least i did loads of house work today
thats a good thing!
started excercising with the thingy machine that my mom bought and it really is a killer!!!
it like burns my thighs
which is good is suppose
today was boring
as usual.
i wanna go out
anyone?

2009-11-21T23:44:00.003+08:00

look around you
all the leaves are falling
are they really falling
or are you just projecting what you are feeling into your vision?

look around you again
now feel your surroundings too

i feel the change in season
i feel the growing of age
i see the maturity in people's eyes
i see the dullness in people's eyes
the same eyes once brimming with hope in life ,
dull into greyness
until there is only hollowness in it
an endless dark tunnel
an endless dark pit

but there are people
whose eyes just brim brighter and brighter with life,
to the extent that i cannot bare to look into them again
those are the eyes that i want to possess
those are the eyes that will shine for a million years and not go dull.

2009-11-21T23:32:00.002+08:00

travelled a whole round around Malaysia today
shopped like crazy and feeling much better now.
bought loads of stuff.
4 pairs of shoes.
lots of tank tops
ate good foodiess.
so all in all today was like heaven
i think my mom let me buy like crazy cause to reward me for studying so hard for the O levels
YAY ME!

interestingly, yesturday i was so bored that i actually thought of studying.
weird huh..
i was walking around my room thinking
"im bored"
then i was like
"i know! let's study!!"
and i actually got real excited.
but then i realised that the O levels were over
so it was practically useless to study anymore.

OHOH
i changed my blog skin too
i think the person who created this skin is the same as roxanne's one
cause it looks kinda similar to rox
but i still think rox's skin is nicer.

i have super nothing to do and am thinking of picking up cross stiching again!
im thinking of finally finishing that piece for my mom
and im thinking of going to the library tmr..
do you think the library opens on sundays???
cause i have totally no idea.

2009-11-20T23:01:00.002+08:00

bbbbbbbooooooooooo~
im bored.
was reading my previous posts just now.
suddenly, i felt so old.
you know.
i was so full of energy last time.
i feel like im a drab now.
so so totally boring!!!
my life is all about being at home and watch tv, doing chores and using the computer
wanna go watch 2012 anyone?

2009-11-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

...
i wonder if you still think about me?
if so,
im sorry.
i can only tell you that you are a good friend.
but just a good friend.
im sorry that i am unable to fulfill that expectation that you want of me.
im sorry.

2009-11-20T21:34:00.003+08:00

my gosh its been months since i last posted.
i realised that i had nothing to do today.
totally nothing.
it was ...
boring.
rox has been updating her blog so i've decided to do that toooo~
i dont really know what to do now with all the no job situation and no need to study at all.
im thinking about going to the library to borrow more books.
that should be quite good
am thinking about going to exercise too.
so you know.
lose all those excess fat that i've gained from not exercising during the Os.

2009-06-18T22:30:00.002+08:00

IM LOVING THE LIFE OF LIMPING!!
hahhas//////
everything has its ups and downs
so why not my injury too.
so here's what happen
i was rollerblading at pasir ris park with rox,jas.w,jas.y,WM,ST,LK,grace
when i felll down.
being the idiot that i was i dint take the hand and knee guards cause it was uber stinky
so here i was roller blading
"LAHLAHLAHLAHLAH"
enjoying my perfect afternoon.
then i decided to rollerblade up "hill"
it wasn't a hill.
but a steep slope upwards.
being the stupid ass that i was, i tried to gain speed
and started skating faster.
then being the noob that i was, i lost my balance and i fell.
from what i heard from the rest later, i had managed to flip my body
and THANK GOODNESS that i did.
cause if i had'nt would have probably scraped my chin and my palms.
but i ended up with only a bloody left kneee.
LUCKY ME!!
to think i even got a "discount" on the injury.
sigh.
yupyup.
but now i cant walk.
have to limp here and there.
even just standing up is a problem.
i'll probably be a fat pig by the end of the hols.
=D
but cause of it.
im not expected to do any chores or cooking!!!
looks like it has its upside to it too huh.
and guess i underestimated my injury too.
itss looking worse and worsse...

2009-06-14T12:44:00.001+08:00

hi//
im feeling so irrtated and pissed off now.
i hate hate people touching my stuff.
thats no.1
no.2 i hate people reading my stuff/
thats still okaes.
but the one one and only one thing that i hate people to do is to write things on my stuff.
i dont understand why why why .
god tell me WHY!!! do people like to write on other people's paper.
is it a mental sickness or something.

i honestly dont mind a smiley face, a small word.
a little something.
but i HATE HATE AND ABSOLUTELY HATE people writing on my paper and filling half of it.

for GOD SAKE.
its MY paper.
WITH MY NAME ON IT.
thats why its my and only my paper.
you dont see your name on it right??
so STOP WRITING ON IT.

does this explain my feeling of strangling somebody so badly.
i'll even forego my newly painted nails just to strangle that person.
i can go on for hours and hours just strangling somebody.

it IRKS ME TO THE CORE.

2009-06-10T21:53:00.002+08:00

just went to watch Dance!Subaru with roxrox and the two jasmines
i have to say that this is a very nice movie.
the way that it talks about values and life in a way of a dancer.
it is also very touching.
a MUST watch show!
and and the actresses are all very very pretty!
though the actor isn't all that much though.
a plus plus is that the songs are also very nice.
so yupyup.
if u have time why not go out and watch with your family and friends

2009-06-09T11:46:00.002+08:00

HELLOSS~~
its been like a million and one years since i posted.
first off..
so many many many many things have happened since the last time i blogged.
i've learnt some and grown some more!
thats the way life is isn't it.
to learn and learn and learn.
holidays have finally started.
NOTE that i say that holidays have finally started since by right it started last week.
cause for the whole of last week i've been going to school everyday in the morning.
so that makes it the same as going to school right??

anyways.
i've dyed my hair red?
its not too obvious.
just extremely red under the sun.
and its not permanent dye.
it'll like wash out in a few days.
or in 2 weeks.
so yar.
not a problem going back to school =D

2009-05-22T21:20:00.001+08:00

sigh...
my body is crapping up AGAINNN~~~
so sucky.
yesturday chinese doctor today english doctor.
whole body muscle so so pain.
then still got the stupid medicine the english doctor.
sigh~

2009-05-15T22:46:00.002+08:00

I saw the door to the light.
it was so so beautiful,
it was bright,
it gave me a sense of being who i really am
but it was also so so short-lived.
it was only when i reached the door that i realized that it was locked.
who is the one that is going to find the key with me?

2009-04-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

HIHI!!!
so many things have happened but so little time to type.
i'll make it short and sweet then.

1. HAD physics SPA today ..it totally sucked like hell!!
literally.

2. WENT to see Hong Yi today at tan tock seng hospictal.
He looks confined.
As in literally.
He was in this kind of brace cause he cant move his back.
its like the show house bunny girl.

3. Addicted to House of night story, cant wait for it to come out the six book.

yup that about sums up my life for this week.
o. the flu virus has been going on very strongly these few days.
do drink loads and loads of water to keep urself hydrated!!!
LOVELOVE =D

2009-04-12T20:06:00.001+08:00

lalala~
got so much homework now that i dun even feel like doing.
hmmm..
exams coming soon.
ssigh.

2009-04-08T18:51:00.002+08:00

TODAY we had CHEM SPA!.
and it was bad.
FREAKIN BAD!
SIGH..
then after SPA, me,rox,ade and mich went to eat at toast box.
mainly i was just me and rox(cause we skipped our lunch for SPA)
we both ate the set meal which comprised with
2 soft boil eggs,
a cup of tea
and bread.

Then this jap women came up to us and asked if she could take a pic of us eating the egg with bread.
then i was like ok lorhs.
then she explained cause she never see people eat like that in japan before.
she seemed so fascinated.
but i understand.
=)
i've been a tourist too.
adeline said i ate totally unglam but i was like..
I DUN CARE!IM HUNGRY !ROAR!
and i kinda stuffed all the bread into my mouth.
LOLS.
and the jap women saw it all.
im sorry if i disgraced us singaporeans..
SORRY!

then went to mini toons and bought a TOTALLY cute blue teddy bear.
i dunno why.
the bear just felt to connected to me.
it was like part of me already.
so i bought it =D

later went to buy easter eggs to for tmr.
its tiny AND EXPENSIVE!!
my money all fly away already =(

we've all grown up.
we've all grown old.
we've all changed so much.
But we just can't seem to know.
I've seen this happen, too many times.
That it breaks my heart, to see it happen again.
Why must life be a cycle?
Why must it hurt me once again.

2009-04-05T10:50:00.002+08:00

this week has officially been my happiest week in my life..

REASON NO.1

i got to see ya lun!!
WOOOTS~
finally fulfill my lifelong dream!!
ya lun is ssoososososo handsome!
and the main point was that me and roxie went together!
two ya lun fans screaming with probably 100 more
=D

REASON NO.2

we got a SILVER FOR SYF!!
im sosososo happy!!
when i heard that we got silver, i cried.
not tears of sadness but tears of joy!!
it was like
"Deyi Secondary School"
.............
"SILVER"

i was like AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and i started crying!
its like what we've worked for for the pass few months have so totally been worthwhile.
and i step down as a NCO already.
so yah.
im slacking =D
whats more sec 4s dun have to got for band for a month.
its like a break.

hehess~
so now i'll be like studying like crazy.
the main point is that i dun wanna study..
=p

2009-03-21T19:58:00.002+08:00

9 DAYS LEFT TO SYF!!

i dun think i can survive through next week.
but somehow i also do.
im feeling so freakin tired.
everyday go to school.
havent studied or done my homework.
and i having test on monday and a major one on tues.
SUCKS.

ANYWAYS!
i must stop my babbling.
my main importance today is to urge u guys to participate in
Earth Hour 2009!
by just not using any electricity for and hour, u can help reduce emissions which harm our earth..
DO DO try to persuade parents to off all electricity.

Date: 28 March 2009 (saturday)
Time: 8.30p.m.-9.30p.m.

DO DO participate.
just offing one hour of electricity will not only save the earth,ur country but also ur home!!

BACK!

2009-03-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

im back from the band syf camp!
did u all miss me??
hahas.

DAY 1

....
notin much.
just run here run there.
then go to jurongville sec for exchange with boon lay too.
did tuitioning and all.
BORING.

DAY 2

went to boon lay for exchange.
the JV and boon lay piccoloist both all damn pro.
feel so inferior sitting beside them..
but then partly cause my instrument spoil.
but i still feel so sad...
SIGH!
went back school then had tuition again.
i can really see the improvement in my playing .
thank goodness.

DAY 3

it was extremely chaotic.
there were 8 bands in total.
hmm..
not much shuai ge except from yuying.
SO SAD!
anyways all in all really enjoyed the camp
although in the end i got really pissed off by loads of things.
im currently reconnecting with my com
LOLS
been sitting in front for like 3 hours straight.
i just cant get enough of jap anime
=D

BUT it was still great..
=D

2009-03-15T19:03:00.003+08:00

wwweeee..
im going for band camp tmr
3D2N!
i noe u all are all gonna miss me =D
LOLS!
totally not looking forward to it.
but what choice do i have??
hope to be able to sleep by 10 today.
else it'll be a bad start to the camp.
finished most of my packing already so im not that uptight.

somehow im not dreading this camp more than others.
partly cause we'll be doing exchange everyday so it'll be quite fun to get to noe other band members.
might even get to noe a shuai ge!!!

WOOTS~
im being optimistic =)
will be seeing u all on thursday.
hahas.

LOVES.

2009-03-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

ASSHOLES!
why am i cleaning up all ur shit when it isnt even mine?
am i some kind of nanny?
who must clear ur nappy?
i even had to go talk to ur "guardian" and talk to him.
what crap is this?
i only got to know when its the last day of term??
what the hell.

im busy too u noe...
i have like SYF in less then 3 weeks?
and for the so called march holiday
i have band almost every day.
and yet i have to meet u up on my ONLY free day.
u all have so totally let me down.
all the shit that i have to handle now makes me feel like smacking somebody so hard that i can knock ur head off.
piss me off again and i wun be smacking u.
i'll be strangling somebody.

2009-03-09T17:03:00.001+08:00

changed my blog skin!!
did u all realize?
its either that its ur first time looking at my blog or you must be blind if u didnt realise that.
i've got some problems with the blogskin and tag box so i'll only be fixing it
in like a month's time.
i'll only be like available after SYF which is in like 20 days.

2009-03-09T14:52:00.002+08:00

Its raining now.
i can hear the light pitter patter sound of the rain hitting against my window.
its making me feel very drowsy now.
I wonder if you know that im thinking of you now.

2009-02-28T19:04:00.002+08:00

YOYOYO PEOPLE!

how was flag day???

i noe my day was good.

went to ACJC today for the science fair.

was real fun and the main point was that i learned LOADS of things.

did stuff like DNA research,fingerprints and saliva, nanatechnology go this spacee sand thingy that will not get wet and this cloth that can not get wet.

the water will like just ,stay on top of the surface of the cloth.

TOTALLY COOL!

also did physics stuff threw an egg down all the way from 7 to 3 floor'

and did an disection on a sheep's heart.

NOW THAT was cool...

hahas.

My group was like totally freaked out with the heart and i was like the only person poking and cutting with it or u can just sayy "playing".

did a simplified version of a space rocket and we tested it out.

even though my groupp didnt win the prize, but it was stiil very fun!

all in all i can only say that todday was really worth goinng.

and and to top it all i have this super cool TEE-shirt with albert einstein's face on it with his tongue sticking out.

took a few pictures today also will be putting it on my blog as soon as possible =D

PEACE!

now at roxie's house using her dad's super small notebook to blog.

I FEEL SO PEKCEK!

its soooo freakin small!

2009-02-26T19:56:00.000+08:00

ARGH!
sucks..
what has blog skins come down to??
i couldn't even find a nice one.
so sad ..
o well..
will have to stick to yalun and gui2 for the time being..
please bare with it!!!

2009-02-25T18:53:00.002+08:00

SIGHH..
what is with all the coupling nowadays??
where's the joy of being single and free??

today was a cold and rainy day.
but the rain today gave me a sense of comfort.
was it because i knew what i wanted to do.
im doing just like what the the coach at today's day camp said.
im taking small steps.
one at a time.

though i still do not noe what i want to do when i grow up, but im sure that i will get there.
see, im being optimistic here!!
WOAH!
my goal for this year is to be a 9-pointer!!
woah..
big dreamer u may say of me but at least i HAVE a goal!
and its mean to make fun of people's goals.
so if u think my goal is ridiculous YOU'RE A BIG MEANIE!
and then i want to get into a good JC!
SEE im setting my sights.

One should always set his sights, so that he knows the way that he wishes to go- BY ME!

2009-02-24T19:54:00.004+08:00

School has come to a stand-still now with day camp coming tomorrow.
so, all the tests and homework have stopped pouring in like rain.
had remedial until 5 plus today.
feeling ssoo dead tired now.
was EXTREMELY high during math remedial and i scared Li Kheng and Rox and probably mr. soon off with my burst of hysteric.
they were like completely freaked out by my behavior.

actually i dun enjoy being all stern and strict.
i also want to have a life, go out, heck care about work.
dun care about tests, dun worry about breaking the rules.
talk during lesson time, gossip about other people
but where i am standing does not allow me to do that.
however much i want to be myself, i cannot.
my situation does not allow me.

i feel so pathetic.
it feels like nobody noes the true me.
all they can probably remember of Pamela is probably that she's prim and proper.
a guai girl who passes up her homework on time.
who only knows how to suck up to teachers.
a detestable person.
a hypocrite.

After all, how many people can actually remember the true me?
a person who loves to lame about, slack here and there.
pon band, talk to friends, play badminton,go running,
who can remember me for how i was truely.
Being a senior in band, having "O" levels in less than 3 months, being a SL ,does that not make me humane too.
am i inpenetrable?
can i not fall?
i have to keep up under the constant pressure set by friends,teachers,parent,cousins.

People all around me telling what i should do, how i should do it, how i should conduct myself, how i speak,their expectations of me hitting the roof.
MY feelings are they none existent
do they not care of how i feel?
Am i a puppet?
to respond only when one's strings have been pulled.
to smile when i am told to,
to keep silent when i am told to,
to blend into the shadows instantly when my purpose is fulfilled.

but the main point is who would pull me up when i fall?
who would be kind enough to notice me and repair me back into shape?

2009-02-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

OMG
worst experience EVERR!
ahhh...
i think im gonna start balding soon!!
joshua pulled my hair vigorously for like 5 mins??
i cant believe roxxie managed to stand it for like 2 weeks?
i snapped in 5 mins.
i was screaming my head off and screaming for somebody to save my hair.
i probably sounded like some chicken whose head is about to get cut off.
i didnt even care that i was in public and wearing school uniform.
i admit its not the nicest hair on earth, but it is after all my only hair that i own.
now my scalp's like bruised..
real pain..
have to keep massaging.
really regret saying that thing!!
ROAR!
I SWEAR IM NEVER GONNA SAY ANYTHING ALREADY!
i have a joshua phobia now..
my scalp hurts :(

2009-02-22T11:05:00.002+08:00

hmmm
imm thinking of changing my blogskin..
its boring ritte???
but yalun and gui2 is just too cute!
ANYWAYS!
feeling dead tired now.
with all the tests and all AND next week is level camp.
i dunno how am i gonna survive it all.
but of course im gonna live through it.
thats what i ALWAYS do.
last night was awesome!
we (the band) went to watch NTU's sojourn concert at VCH.
woah.
the piccoloist was way cool!!
feel ssoo pressurized.
i think it was much better than last year's concert.
but then reached home bout 10 11 plus?
then i started watching the bee movie on HBO.
it was real funny.

2009-02-20T19:22:00.002+08:00

woah just finished reading "The Reader".
its a very touching book with a very comprehensive level of thinking.
its the first time i took such a long time to read a book.
one week. one WHOLE week.
sigh..
but it was worth it.
school was boring today?
no it was actually quite fun.
if i had my sufficient sleep , it would have seemed to be fun.
but it was not , to my lethargic eyes.
i was not feeling so well today.
had a tummy upset.
didnt have much appetite too..
so i was like freakin tired.
have like eye bags the size of hot air balloons!
looking forward to watching the concert tmr at victoria concert hall
hahass..
having SUPER high expectations!
woots hope its fun!!

2009-02-16T21:00:00.002+08:00

Today was a nice day.
it started off as a very frightful day for me with me rushing around as i was late for school.
school was boring.
we had like 5 free periods.
so i did my english just like any good girl would do.
=D
had band after school blah blah blah.
today's Total Defence day.
the ceremony was erm.. uninteresting.
but there was this huge phone that lit up which was TOTALLY cool!
Me rox and li kheng have new nicknames.

Rox's is Fart Ng.
Mine's Burp Ong
and Li kheng's Vomit Cheong!

hahass..
lame ritte..
but i actually think the nicks are funny.
so it should be sticking for a while.

feeling kinda happy now cause i had an excellent dinner.
HOME COOKED FOOD!
i lovelove homecooked food.
if u're someone like me who have been eating outside food for like what?
3 years straight?
dinner with homecooked food seems just like precious diamonds!
so im defintely feeling great now!
HAHS!

2009-02-15T21:34:00.002+08:00

so TOTALLY pissed!!
today adeline and darylene came to my house to bake the remaining cookies and they made a mess out of it.
i remember specifically of asking them to clean my kitchen and table clean before they left but they just went home without washing the wok and cleaning clean the table tops.
no wonder they had this guilty look on their faces before they left my house.
i have decided not to let anyone come my house and cook anymore!!!
ROAR!
THEY ARE SSSOOO DEAD TOMORROW!

spent the whole late afternoon cleaning up the mess.
PISSED! and dead tired now

went to the library today morning to "attempt" to try read some books outside my little bubble of interest.
mainly its chinese and literature books.
im gonna start reading u noe like all kinds of books.
from defferent categories too so that i can improve my language lorhs
deceided on reading chinese book in an attempt to improve my sucky commnd of chinese.
GOOD LUCK TO ME~
Getting real busy nowadays with remedial and band syf just round the corner.
im practically going for band everyday already.
so sian~
cant wait for syf to finish then i can concentrate more on my studies.
feeling so frustrated that i dun have time to study.

Life continues on whether you like it anot-Anoymous

2009-01-25T10:28:00.003+08:00

hello people~
just one more day to chinese new year!
feeling the anticipation already!
tonight im so gonna have a blast at dinner.
got steamboat!
WOOOOO~~~
i love love steamboat.
especially the part where i get to grill the pork.
lovelovelove grilled pork!
reminds me of the time that i went to korea.
but Singapore's grilled pork can NEVER beat korea's one.

i recieved my first ang pao of the year already.
but my mom wont give it to me =P
she says she'll give it to me tomorrow.
BLEHS!

ooo yarrss..
dun forget to finish homework lols.
cause if u all do u're SSOO dead.
for class 408 we have:

1. English journal
-The type of indoor games i like to play
-Every child should earn to play a sport. Do u agree?

2. The English poem that we have to do for our mother/father.
-cant believe i really have to do it!!
ROAR!

3. E maths homework.
-ex 2.2 question 1-10

4. Pure Chem's SPA worksheet.
-have to redo the whole thing to fit ur actual experiment.

yap yap that should be all.
i was doing my homework just now but i got distracted so here i am blogging.
=D hehes~
have a happyhappy new year =D

2009-01-24T22:30:00.002+08:00

busy busy busy
noe what i've been busy doing today??
I'VE BEEN SHOPPING!
today is officially the best shopping day i have ever had in like,
i dun noe?
FOREVER!!

starting off, went orchard to trim my hair.
trim trim trim
thats all.
but my fringe looks freakin weird.
Dun all hair look a little weird after u just cut them?
mine does.

ANYWAYS!
after cutting my hair, me and me mom went to Tangs to shop shop for her new year bag and shoes.
walk walk walk and suddenly i saw this totally chic and posh bag.
i totally have the ye to look at branded stuff lols.
the bag costed like 500 bucks?
AND its limited edition.
like its the only piece that the shop have lols.
but it was REAL glam puss so i persuaded my mom to buy it.
she was hesitant at first but i knew that she liked it cause she didnt say an out right "i dun like it"
anyway finally bought the totally cute bag and then i went to buy cosmetics!!!

its like an early celebration for my sweet sixteen cause unfortunately, my birthday falls on "O" levels and i wun have time to celebrate.
went to clinique to buy my first make-up kit.
bought: Lipstick, eye shadow, foundation, eye-liner.
anyways its all like the basic essentials for make up bahs.
bought a total of like 300 bucks?
cause clinique is totally ex cause its allergy tested something like that.
blahs.

then went to far east to buy my short shorts!!
finally!
after findingfor the whole day i finally bought my ideal shorts!
i even bought 2 of them.
looks like today is really a great day for me =D

2009-01-23T22:08:00.002+08:00

feeling totally rested now..
was just reading through my recent posts and noticed that i used a lot of "hahasss"
hmm..
i should totally change it!
maybe i should change it to hehess instead..
ok.
im crapping now.

back to the topic, im feeling totally rested now.
went back home right after lao yu sheng.
had a little diarrhoe..
I KNEW THE FISH WAS NOT FRESH!
or maybe it was just my stomach?

school was ssoo boring today.
everybody was slacking more than ususal.
probably cause they cant wait for chinese new year to come soon.
most of the peeps are all going malaysia these year.
adeline and roxanne.
adeline's flying into malaysia somemore!

main point:
i went home to get an afternoon nap!!
finally!!
an real afternoon nap
not a shut eye filled with little disruptions like the constant worry of school work or hand phone.

suddenly, going out is not an IN thing to me anymores.
its more of getting enough sleep that u actually feel rested thats the main point.
how i envy those sec ones and twos.

saw the MnDs dancing this chinese wu shu thingy dance and it was really cool.
im sure that they have probably taken like quite long to get all the coordination right.
it gets me thinking that maybe i should go pick up dance??
just an errant thought lahs.
i have no time for it anyways

2009-01-22T22:26:00.002+08:00

helloo~~
i havent blogged in a trillion years..
somebody reminded me that today..
hehess~
are u all ready for chinese new year??
cause i noe i am ssoo not..
I HAVENT BOUGHT MY SHORT SHORTS YET!!
howw??
im searching for an affordable yet nice one..
ssoo hard to find now..
all the shorts that i see that are reasonably nice are all like $30.
WHAT HAPPENED TO CHEAP AND AFFORDABLE??
sighh..
where is the love for people who do not havee much pocket money?

im in a VERY good mood today =D
can u tell?=P
i watched finish PI LI MIT!!
WOAH
WOAH
WOAH!!
ssoo happy that i survived for the ending..
went to roxiie's house to watch it.
++COURTESY TO BELOVED TRINITY AND HER SISTER FOR LENDING US THE DVD!!++
it was all so complicated but i kinda liked the ending.
its like there'll be a continuation of the series so im DEFINITELY HAPPY!
ALSO!
whats added to my happiness is that i passed my A math qualifying test...
WOO~
so proud of myself =)
ooo..
and i claimed back all my money from band so i have money now
so i went to buy a bottle of bright yellow nail polish to treat myself =)
LIFE IS G.O.O.D!

i've been busy busy busy these few days so dont expect me to even be online or blog..
but i'll definitely blog how much i got for chinese new year =D

Here wishing you all a VERY happy lunar new year and hope u all collect LOADS of Ang Paos!

F.Y.I. to Miss.utensils family, i have a rather short temper but im not one to nurse a grudge OK??

2009-01-13T20:20:00.001+08:00

sigh.
today is just ssooo frustrating.
i keep on forgetting stuff and keep on dropping stuff..
my food kept on falling onto my shirt during lunch that rox asked me how many holes i had in my mouth...
ROAR!
so annoying..
and to add on,
the paper that mr. soon gave us to "TRY" is ssoo difficult!
here's even double angels in there...
DOTTED!
i only manged to finish 1 question out of 13?
i can just go and jump now....
SIAN!
dunno how am i EVER gonna pass for A MATH qualifying test on thursday..
wish me best of luck!

2009-01-10T22:53:00.002+08:00

Orientation was a blast today!
it was going full-scale by 11 am.
went downstairs to the booths with roxanne and started screaming
"JOIN SYMPHONIC BAND! MAKE BAND ONE OF UR CHOICES!!!"
super loudly!
I'm having a minor sore throat because of the shouting..
i think we'll have quite a lot of juniors this year.
heard some of them say they wanna join band which really makes me so happy!
went to art club's booth and did some wax thingy!
everybody sad mine looked nicer than rox's one so she was very sad.
and she went to make another one.
performance was fun too!
the sec one's response was just what we wanted!!
so today was definitely good!

went sumo with Jen, we bitched and bitched and bitched..
HAHASS!
life is just ssoo boring without bitching!
went home, change for tuition.
the new chem teacher is ssoo cute!
HAHAS!
bet she's not more than 25...
and i can actually understand what she's saying!!
MIRACLE!
after tuition went for CNY shopping..
bought a hot pink (totally) top its something like a man shirt over sized, a grayish dress which is casual and chic at the same time!
bought a totally nice grey heels that i fell in love with instantly!
AND the main point is that its VERY comfortable..
PLUS PLUS POINT TO THE SHOE!
bought a cute white scarf with small chu-chu balls on it!
definitely the epitome of cuteness!!

LOVE TODAY LOADS!!!

2009-01-09T21:00:00.002+08:00

the weekends are FINALLY here!
no more early morningss..
LIKE RIGHT!
tomorrow got orientation and so, gotta perform.
have to reach school at 7.30 les!!
feel ssoo..
sighh.
never mind lahs!
its my last time doing it anyways.
cant wait for a good day's rest on sunday..
hehess~

2009-01-08T17:52:00.002+08:00

Was forced to go to NYP today..
hahass.
i didn't go there willingly, but it was fun
it was their open house today and there were loads of food and games.
it really got me thinking...
but i still dunno what i wanna do.
HAHASS!
yeah.
so it was mainly like that today.
it was lessons, lessons, lessons.
then after that go to NYP.
hmm..
somehow, i can see myself in a poly now.
but i wun be going to NYP..
u noe yy??
cause i managed to trip 5 times in the short spance of 3 hours that i was there.
so yeah..
i even saw Robert pattinson there..
hahass..
of course not the real one.
its a fake. but still it was funny.
the guy had like a very thick white make-up.
i still have no idea why he did that..
no link.
then i saw taufik ..
as in really the Singapore idol guy.
he was doing a promo for his album.
so that was all for today..
feeling ssosoo tired and sleepy.
just feel like going for a long long nap now.
my leg,back ,neck and arms are aching!