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Monday, October 20, 2008

TO MY DARLING GOD DAUGHTER VICTORIA!!! :
sorry i cant put up my cute dog's picture cause im having problems with my com..
its lagging super naturally slow ~.~
i'll try to put it up as soon as possible!
SORRY!


today's post will all be about my complains complains and more complains..
this is the time of the day where u see madammosiells me, show my darkest and most scariest part of myself..
so u can just skip this post if u dun wannawaste ur time!
actually me blogging is a way for me to just relax and talk..
talk talk talk, thats my fav past time!

Firstly, what i cant stand is that when u ask for an vote its the majority that wins... but if u've already decided on the matter and it so happens that the majority does not get what they want ..y the freaking hell do u ask for a vote and waste everyone's time??? just impose ur 'godly' powers and get over with life...just because u have all the time in the day doesnt mean others have to join in ur fun...there's something called DEMOCRACY!!!
URGH!!
im so mad..i hate people wasting my time for some stupid thingy...
o and F.Y.I. i am not referring this part of the post to a certain "someone" (seriously i am! ;D)
and dun come up with any other reasons...
i dun care with them

Secondly, tmr the whole of SL board cant go to the hort park with therest of the sec 3 cohort!!
i mean the only time when we get to a great place...we're unable to go..
yar sure i am excited to go for the SLPI and gain all kinds of leadership insight..
but still missing out of this occasion is like...
SO ANNOYING!

Thirdly, my dog's not feeling so welll..
im super super worried for her..
its like for the past few years though we have not met up frequently but she has already be in my heart.
and if anything happens to her i'll be so devastated!

Fourthly, regarding the matter today that happened after school which i am not gonna say out which matter cause im like forbidden to say anything.
i kinda expected something like that to happen u noe?
its like we worked so hard but are not regconised?
get used to it man... THAT'S LIFE!
just say that u are suai and get on with life..
if u contine on, we'll just be a laughingstock out of everyone .
seriously i am so fed up with everything.
sometimes i just feel like getting up and leave everything behind.
just tell my mom say that i wanna go overseas and study and all the problems would just go away.
but i have come to realise that there will be some matters and some people that i cant leave behind no matter what.
we have worked so hard for graduation and nothing will stop us from graduating together!!
though there were tough times when everything was strongly against us and we were close to tears but all that matters is that we are still holding on together!

The last one, things havent been going well with my parents and me.
i've been fighting with my dad for the past week since he came back from china.
its just that we cant seem to see eye to eye this past few days...
its getting real irritating that i dun even like to go home now.


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