its the hols. but its not the hols. in fact im even busier now than before the hols started. which sucks. i still haveta wake up super early everyday. rush to school or wherever i needa go. which is all school related. tmr's gonna be MY HOLIDAY! gonna spend it catching up on hw. and chilling out. i've somehow come to accept my situation. its their problem if they cant accept me. i dont really care anymore. i mean. its not like im really that bad. I HAVE FRIENDS OK! so yup. life goes on as usual saturday is coming :D