why do i always have to get hated. what did i do wrong? its just so frustrating. tell me tell me tell me!!!
school's a bitch. its like just so crazy. i just know everyday, wake up, bath, go to school, come home, study like shit, then sleep. and the whole cycle just repeats itself. cant wait for next week to just pass by. when the march hols start, then i'll be able to see u guys more often! i SUPER SUPER miss u guys loads!! its like everytime i put my head down on the pillow, the next thing i get is the stupid alarm ringing. it didnt even feel like i slept at all. i still feel so tired. HOMEWORK is piling up like shit and im too tired to even be bothered by it. its like one whole crap load. got GP,MATH,CHINESE to do. SUCKS! thank goodness all the projects are all done or i swear i'll go crazy.
i dun wanna go for camp!! another sucky thing. whats up with going to camp? why cant we sleep at better accommodations? I SUPERBLY HATE OUTDOOR CAMPS!
i suddenly realised. that i was like extremely ugly when i was younger. ITS LIKE EXTREME!! cant believe how people managed to stare at my face for so long. of course, i think i look prettier now XP
i was pretty shocked ytd. insecurities i didnt noe that person would feel. its weird knowing that it was not only me that felt that way. should i be happy that im not the only that feels like that or should i be should that another person's going through the same misery as i did? i dont really noe. i guess the chinese saying that says " dont judge a book by its cover" is really true. boy sometimes life really throw stuff at you so randomly.
