Tuesday, April 13, 2010
super stressed out these days. so my body is crapping up and im missing schoool. as usual. im not sure if i can survive through though. feel like quitting school now. i just feel that jc life is not for me. i noe what i wanna do now. i wanna be a cook. a patissier. thats my passion. if i told my mom now, would she be disappointed i noe that even if i survive this 2 years in jc, i wont do well for the A level. im just trodding on a day at a time. whats the meaning all this. the only thing im looking forward is to going to hong kong to learn how to cook after my A levels. my mom's helping me find a chef to take me in as an apprentice. it'll be fun. i'll probably miss everybody. but my mom's going to hong kong with me. i might not be the best chef in the world. or even the best few. but at least i'll be doing something that i love so much. i dont even noe whether i wanna go to the uni now. cause i finally found what i like and this time, i noe its gonna stick for life..
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