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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

super stressed out these days.
so my body is crapping up and im missing schoool.
as usual.
im not sure if i can survive through though.
feel like quitting school now.
i just feel that jc life is not for me.
i noe what i wanna do now.
i wanna be a cook.
a patissier.
thats my passion.
if i told my mom now, would she be disappointed
i noe that even if i survive this 2 years in jc, i wont do well for the A level.
im just trodding on a day at a time.
whats the meaning all this.
the only thing im looking forward is to going to hong kong to learn how to cook after my A levels.
my mom's helping me find a chef to take me in as an apprentice.
it'll be fun.
i'll probably miss everybody.
but my mom's going to hong kong with me.
i might not be the best chef in the world.
or even the best few.
but at least i'll be doing something that i love so much.
i dont even noe whether i wanna go to the uni now.
cause i finally found what i like and this time, i noe its gonna stick for life..


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